There was a point in time when I thought this described my life perfectly

No more, but still:

(The test begins...now.)

I thought I was smart
I thought I was right
I thought it better not to fight
I thought there was a virtue, in always being cool
So it came time to fight
I thought "I'll just step aside"
And that the time would prove you wrong
And that you would be the fool

I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlights begin
It's all a mystery

Oh, to fight is to defend
If it's not now then tell me when
Would be the time
That you would stand up and be a man
For to lose I could accept
But to surrender, I just wept
And regretted this moment
Oh that I, was the fool

I don't know where the sunbeams end
And the starlights begin
It's all a mystery
And I don't know how a man decides
What's right for his own life
It's all a mystery

'Cause I'm a man, not a boy
And there are things you can't avoid
You have to face them
When you're not prepared to face them
If I could I would
But you're with him, now I'd do no good
I should've fought him
But instead I let him
I let him take you

(The test is over...now.)

In other news, new Girl Talk out today! I'm gonna go download it right now if internet traffic will let me. Listened to it earlier with Allison and upon first hearing I'd say its awesome as ever, surprise surprise.