"I don't want to go home"

I feel like Penny Lane in Almost Famous, like I'm fighting to hold onto the life that I want, a relatively free, often fantasticized life, hiding from the looming responsibilities of adulthood. Maybe once I graduate, I can convince Teddy back into his gypsy plan and we can just roam around the country and he'll stop telling me to be realistic. I don't want to be realistic, I don't want to pay off my credit card, or get a real job, or worry about bills and rent...grow up, Kimberly.